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21 January 2008I am about as down as a person can be. This has been one of the worst weeks for me personally. I can do nothing right around here. I cannot even speak without getting attacked. It’s like everyone is on a mission to bring me don completely, and stomp all over me to make sure I stay down. It’s a group mission. I can feel the animosity and it is like being smothered with a plastic tarp. I think right now being actually smothered with a tarp would be preferable to living this life.
Wow…melodramatic! If I were smart I’d go back and erase all that, but like I am told nonstop…I ain’t smart!
I think I’d rather go back to being nothing. Being a piece of furniture is much more preferable to being the doormat that people wipe their feet on. People HATE doormats. I can safely say I am the most hated person in these 850 square feet. Hey, I always wanted to be number one in something!
And to think…I can be hated just by sitting here and minding my own business, trying not to make waves, trying to blend in to the scenery. Imagine if I actually said what I was thinking, or actually grew a pair and stood up for myself. Ahhhh..to dream.
OK, now we are really getting melodramatic.
This is where I remind myself….
This too shall pass
(I hope!)
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